I am looking for DIRECTION. I want to learn how to rediscover the beauty in me. There is a recurring theme which has been effecting my whole life. I feel beauty, but I am scared to touch it through fear of something negative happening, before it has happened ... i really hope someone can understand.
I was in an accident in 1997, I have lost my equilibrium since the blast, and I have still not found my centre. When I am calm and all is well I am fine but a fear or a feeling of uncertainty is the trigger for me to lose myself and my balance ... not physically, internally. It’s a combination of the unknown and a feeling of fear that triggers it. I have lost the ability to ration it all out in my mind because I have lost my centre at that time.
I need direction! please can anyone help!
Hi Nigel1966
It is not direction that you require to find yourself, all of your answers are within you, to find them you will have to put aside all negative thoughts and just give yourself unconditional love and all will be revealed 😉
Hi Nigel
Obviosly was that you are be exposed in some kind of trauma, which was destroy your feeling of inner happines.
In case similar as yours, maybe is harder to understand, that you can't back time backward and that you will never be the same as you be, before trauma was origin.
It's very important that you accept trauma and pain which you feel, becouse only after that, you can start to heal yourself and build new state of inner happines.
Hey man firstly I understand that your problem is a spiritual one.I for one ...when I feel lost inside I open a browser and start searching other people that have my problem...well in my searches I found some great knowledge in some "ancient" documents.they are called the akashic records.I now even try to put up a blog in which to gather all my leanings,I am still working on it , but if you like you can visit it. the link is in my first signature.....or just follow this link :
I wish you all the best and have faith...it matters a lot.it makes the difference