Hi everyone
I have started to go to a healing circle in my area it is so fascinating. ive had a lot of problems lately and this man said to me you have a blockage midway from your throat to your heart you have something to say and you need to say it(he did not realise how right he was)
He suggested I see this woman sat on the other side of the room she would help me to heal this blockage, now please forgive me for saying this but on this topic of spirits i am quite sceptical.
All this lady did was put her hands on my shoulders and bang the energy I felt was amazing, for 25 mins I had this tightness around my throat like I had tied a scarf round it and pulled it really tight.
The tightness seemed to go up and down from my throat to the back of my head, when she finished my glands felt swollen, there was pulsating in my throat and I had a bad sure throat that lasted 2 days.
I cant make up my mind if this was a healing crisis or I had a cold on the way (I had been feeling a bit off colour lately.I am Reiki 2 so I understand energy to a certain degree but not thisthe energy that flowed into me from this lady was at least 50% stronger than the energy I have, how is that I did not feel anything like that when I do self healing so to my mind there is a difference in energy,
At the moment I feel I cannot contribute anything to this circle because I dont see, hear things but I do admit that im beginning to realise there is something about spiritualism that I need a more open mind to delve deeper so I can understand it a bit more I was totally fascinated[&o]
Julie
RE: Confused
Hello jcm
When you say “he did not realise how right he was” I think you may be mistaken. There are people who have an intuitive knowing of such things and yours wasnot necessarily a blockage but the need to speak. The fact that you concur with his assessment says that he does know. Have you said what you needed to say yet?
As for the woman, the effect you experienced could be a healing crisis but more likely it was your reaction to her energy. There are many who involve their own energy in healing, either intentionally or incidentally. To be sure that you don’t receive any one else’s energy when accepting a treatment, ask silently in your head that you only receive healing energy from source. That way the only energy you will receive is that which is just right for you. It’s simple to do and it is a wonderful protection for you. (You can do the same thing when allowing energy treatments for others, too. Ask that your own energy not be a part of their healing.)
You mention that her energy was “stronger” than what you have. This can be the result of two things: working to increase your own energy influence, or using energy from source for your own healing. The more self-healing you do the clearer the energy and wider the pathway. Use your own hands at every possible moment to heal yourself and if you can allow Spirit to do what they need to do and not tell them what you want to do, your own progress will soon surpass your greatest expectation.
The secret is that you must be willing to take steps that others cannot know, therefore they cannot lead you there nor tell you what you must do. For that, you must listen to your heart. Even the healing circle can lead you astray if they tell you specifics. Authentic Spirit does not tell us what we must do; instead they gently carry you as if you were afloat in a stream. Follow the current of your inner self.
RE: Confused
Thank for your advice Holos and Hello
No i have not said what I have to say, it is not my place to say it plus I promised my son I would not it is a matter that he has to deal with himself, It would be wrong for me to get involved.
I will also ask for my energy not to be involved in healing I did have a friend who after treatment had a very bad headache when I put my hands on her so I think that she was receiving my own energy.
I have learnt so much from replies like yours thankyou
Julie
RE: Confused
Hello Julie,
If you cannot speak what is bothering you, you must let go of the emotional connection to it. Simply ask, again quietly in your head (as many times as you think you need to), that the connection to the issue be severed. It will be done instantly, but you may reestablish that connection at another time and need to let go of it again and again. As it is not your issue, you must let your son get on with it. Support him but let him do what he must.
I say this because it is causing you distress and making inroads into your own health. It is always tempting to try to share someone else’s pain and suffering, but to allow such a thing gives the responsibility to you and does not encourage them to deal with what they must.
Be strong, sever the emotional connection, and think a blanket of Love around yourself, your son, and the other person(s). That will provide the comfort you want to give and yet allow you all to move on.
Sending hugs for you!