Hi, i am new to this forum and wanted to ask for a bit of advice.
i have my reiki master,but since 2009 when my mum and my beautiful dog died in the same month,i have kind of lost my way,even meditation is difficult.
i have only used reiki on myself (which has been a blessing through many illnesses),my husband and my dog.
i can feel spirit around me and sense the presence of healing but some how can not tap into the energy.
all thoughts will be helpful.
Hi summer breeze
Please stop looking outside of yourself for the energy, it is found within you, embrace self and you will embrace the energy. 😉
Hi Summerbreeze
The soul reminds you of priorities(if we forget, which we sometimes do..).
Grief is not looking to be healed. Its looking to be felt, embraced fully, accepted, allowed in.
Tendency to do healings in difficult times is a subtle escape from what is happening in the moment. In that there is a subtle tension and struggle (to manage the grief rather than being present to it).
Open your heart to the sadness, grief, tears and all that wants to happen in this moment. As you allow yourself to do that, you become loose and natural again. In that state energy flows freely. Presence is felt
It is just as well you don't feel "presence", because you need to feel, rather than heal. Got the wrong end of the stick so to speak. Forget about healing. Healing happens when you are in an allowing state of mind.
May this difficult time become easier
blessings and hugs
x
Thank you Jnani so much for your kind words of wisdom.
sometimes you just need a different perspective,i must admit that i have been trying to put emotions aside rather than facing them,maybe it is the right time now.
Thanks again