hey I'm lozz (I'm the newbie)and I've been into wicca for a very long time but no matter what I do I feel so lost now. I recently split up with a guy who really scared me and to get away from all the trouble I plunged head long back into my spiritual work. However things have become complicated now because of strange dreamsI've been havingand I don't want to have to give up on my wicca because its the one thing in life that makes me feel like I'm part of something bigger than myself. But I feel like I can't do any of my work now (in wicca) like I used to and because of this my self esteem has hit rock bottom andnow I can't help people feel better about themselves which is what I am usually good at. None of my friends are really religious and the ones that are don't know that I am pagan.
If anyone at all could give me any advice to get me back on track I'd be so thankful
lozz
RE: hey I need a little help
Lozz, don't try any Magick or anything when you are low , it goes wrong. Concentrate on Healing yourself and being able to rely on yourself and starting to like yourself. Once you have picked yourself up thats' when to pick up the reins.
Use this time to mull over what you have learned, deal with regrets and then move on. The Craft is always there backing you, at times you carry it, other timesit carries you.
Brightest Blessings
RE: hey I need a little help
thanx
blessed be
lozz
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RE: hey I need a little help
Just a thougth there is a cleansing excersise you could use-sit silently-shutting your eyes and visualise everything your flat or house you -everything you own engulfed in cleansing white fire-in this way you cleanse your self and remove the traces of your former partner-it is very powerful but you may have to repeat it several times. Good luck Warlock[sm=jump3.gif][sm=jump3.gif]
RE: hey I need a little help
thanks I will try it
blessed be
lozz
RE: hey I need a little help
The only real thing is what happens inside -the real Alchemy comes not from chemicals and emarald tables, gold only comes from the change inside our selves that leads to the outter transformation, that is is alchemy!
Warlock