Psychic Readings

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Hi leilani, you had a lakota card a while ago and just under your thank you note...i left you a message......have a look.
love and blessings
lightwinds xxx
Wendy

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Hi Wendy,
I just read your reply to the thank you to the Lakota Card reading, I've been away so I hadn't read it before - thank you for the kind words. It's a relationship not a passing that i'm finding hard to let go of. And the reason really is that something happened that brought out lots of things in me that I thought I'd let go of, tho now looking back I can see that I hadn't really. I had reiki 1 and afterwards I felt intense anger and rage for a long time and at everything, I completely withdrew in everyway from my relationship but kind of put on a brave face becauseI wanted the feelings to go away. I didn't know how to work things thru and wanted to deal with things alone, all I wanted to do was push him away, but I didn't actually want him to go. In the end i walked away from it as I couldn't communicate at all. To cut a long story short my parents had a violent relationship and from a very young age i just emotionally withdrew and now I have no memory of it except that it happened, but the patterns of behaviour that I learnt have had a huge impact (as most peoples do) throughout my life. i wanted to be able to confront my feelings but at the time I couldn't, so there was no way we could work thru it together.

the good thing is that although the last 6 months have been a very painful rollercoaster of realisations and learning, I feel immensely stronger haveing confronted a lot, but at the same time devestated at the damage to a relationship that i really believed in and now I dont know if the best thing is to just be happy that i've learn't what i've learnt and that i feel stronger and to move on as I feel like he has moved on from it now.

Sorry to go on, I just wanted to explain where my question had come from,
love Leilani x

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Well i can understand about past with parents.....i been there too.......your not alone.
And it dose sound like quite a struggle you are having. I thought i had a relationship once were we would be together for ever... but sadly not.....we had grown apart.....but you learn to move on and get over it. But hold all the good time we shared within. If you feel drawn to a phychic.....then maybe it's the right time. But we can always change tomorrow, but today is what we live for;)
love and blessings
lightwinds xxx
Wendy

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Hiya Leilani,

I am in a similar predicament myself and have wondered if I should get psychic guidance on the matter. I too have had a major situation develop during the last 2 years which has led me to learn and grow an awful lot. Again, I know feel that there is a choice to be made and I am worried that the choice I want to make is one that I will eventually come to regret.
The only thing I will say is that if the Universe wants you to learn from a particular individual, and you choose to walk away from them, I think it is highly likely that you will eventually find them in your life again. The universe always takes care of your highest good in its own mystifying way!!

I really want to walk away, but my attachment to my husband is preventing me. I feel that I was meant to leave a while ago as we have certain different viewpoints on life, which although is normal in a relationship, our views often lead to a breakdown in communications which are left unresolved no matter how hard I try. I guess I am fighting my feelings as it seems like such a major decision. Go with your intuition, but if you really are struggling then look out for a MBS event near you and perhaps you can get a reading there.

chin up chuck....

love and reiki light to you
tiger xx

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I had some psychic readings done b4 and they were all true. I'm afraid to go back because everything is going so smoothly

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Hi,
Thanks for the replies.
Treatursoul, I was going to ask where you had your reading then noticed you live in the USA, but did you find the reading helpful?

Tigereye, It must be really hard to walk away from your Husband, but maybe you need time to feel what is the right thing to do and that's why you haven't left before. One thing I have realised with my relationship is that ultimately the problem was that we stopped talking and didn't work things through, rather than anything that couldn't be resolved, i think at least if you can talk things through and still realise that the right thing is to leave then it's easier to feel that you made the right decision at the time. Have you told your Husband that his unwillingness to talk things through is making it hard for you to move on and grow together? I wouldn't feel it would be right to advise you about your marriage not knowing anything about it, but as you know the right decision will be realised by yourself and maybe you need to take yourself away for a while, spiritually so that you can guide yourself through what must be a very difficult decision. Do you think you will have a Psychic Reading? Have you had one before?

I know that time will tell anyway, but do feel drawn to a Psychic reading at the moment. Could anyone recommend a Psychic based in London or Kent please?
Love Leilani x