birthmark

i dont know if i am posting this in the right forum or not - so please forgive me....but i have a question about my birthmark...

the events in my life are spread throughout the forums in HP, but here is a draft of events involving kosovo and my husband and my birthmark - and i wanted to get someones opinion on them...

my birthmark is an exact replica of the country kosovo...i was born with it...and have always thought it to be a backwards/flipped/upsidedown switched around united states of america - but in looking at a map - it is the exact shape of kosovo...

was it in my destiny?

in 99' i remember i was 17 - getting ready to leave for the army, and i saw the crisis in kosovo....i remember feeling sad, upset, and thinking 'why doesnt someone help them?' - i wrote a letter to Pres Clinton, and he wrote me back saying he was doing what he could to free kosovo from serbian violence.

i never thought of it again......i had been through two marriages (the second one being really upsetting and emotionally crippling for me) and a string of boyfriends, and emotionally before i met my current husband i was drained and didnt care anymore - just wanted a good man to treat me decent - as i would treat him....i was tired of giving giving giving - and getting nothing in return...

i went to iraq - to run away - to try to restart my life - to try to make a difference - to do something positive....or at least make some money.

i met 47 people who were from kosovo....out of those 47, 3 i trusted, 1 i had a crush on - and one i fell in love with the moment our eyes met....

i was sitting at my desk showing pictures of a trip i made around iraq, and he walked in...our eyes met - my heart pounded - and i knew in that moment he was the man i wanted to spend the rest of my life with - nevermind marrying - i felt it in my soul....just from eye contact...

the story is out there on HP, of the events and things that took place - so i wont bore with those details...

my birthmark inside of it - near the south tip (bottom left) there is a little light spot....its almost white - still a part of the birthmark - its like a white mole - a white dot in my birthmark....and if you say it is the map of kosovo - and look at my birthmark - that dot is exactly the town where my husband is from......

if i would have only followed the signs earlier....i dont know if he would have liked the person i used to be...as all the experiences in my life are what has made me become the woman i am....

i truley feel i found my soul mate....but my questions stem from this - now that you read the whole situation...

-was it destined to be?

-was it fate that brought us together?

-did we share a past life, have we always shared our past life?

-was this a sign so that we could find each other again?

*sigh* i know what i would like to believe - but i know in my heart he is my life - he is a part of me...as i am him...

thanks for any insight!

Ada