My thoughts!

I have just recieved a PM asking how I was. This was the reply. I am posting it here because I feel it is appropriate to let everyone who has supported me know how much you have all really helped me.
So here it is:)

I'm doin fine, thank you for asking:D

I often have very low points, and the one thing I have learnt is it is soo much eaiser to let the emotion out and set it free as opposed to keeping it all in, and letting it fester. HP provides me with the out let, my "always there counsellor";) I am very grateful that fellow HPers put up with my periods of madness;) and the extra bonus to getting it all out is the love that flows back to me once I have purged myself of my negative thoughts. Its like an instant kick up the backside that is always needed, and oddly, always appreciated:)
I NEVER mean to make people worry, its just much healthier, for me, to release these thoughts and emotions on HP as I feel safe here. It also gives me a chance to put things in perspective. What I mean is, I could quite eaisly put everything down on a peice of paper, but that peice of paper wouldnt answer me back, it wouldnt make me look at a situation in a different light, a more posative light, and thats what HP, and all the users, do for me (and I suspect thats how other would view it)
Its a safe, non judgemental environment for me to release fears/emotions/thoughts, and a place that challenges the negativity that resides within me, and makes me see....... I dont have to live in the negative, all I have to do is reach out, and grab all that is posative, its there!