Hi all this may come across as strange to many of you.
I have been suffering for the last 16? years with chronic pain, all day every day type of thing.
lower back issues and neck problems had surgeries/injections you name it I've tried it.
Anyway not so long ago I had about a week of no pain, And I could not cope I mean I was in a real state,
Feelings of being a fraud and a liar and being anxious.
When the pain returned I was almost relived I could be myself again.
Am I insane or has anyone else experienced it?
Hi all this may come across as strange to many of you.
I have been suffering for the last 16? years with chronic pain, all day every day type of thing.
lower back issues and neck problems had surgeries/injections you name it I've tried it.
Anyway not so long ago I had about a week of no pain, And I could not cope I mean I was in a real state,
Feelings of being a fraud and a liar and being anxious.
When the pain returned I was almost relived I could be myself again.
Am I insane or has anyone else experienced it?
Welcome here ryback.
You are not insane that's just the normal grip of conditioned mind on almost everybody ( not everybody, but 98% of humanity, anyway) on this planet.
The physical condition that one experiences on daily basis is not entirely of the body, it has tremendous amount of psychological, mental energy pooled into it.
You just saw with your own experience, that freedom, well being, prosperity, joy, liberation are equally available to all, it's just that most are ill suited to contain it. We have a deep and abiding relationship with bondage,suffering, pain, dysfunctionality be it, mental, emotional, physical.
That's also typical case of lottery winners, a huge %age of lottery winners end up on dole after quickly squandering away their millions. It's not about money, not about the amoun, but it's all about their personal vibration.
Our relationship with ourselves is less committed than it is with pain...bizzare but true.
You feeling ill at ease with painlessness....that vibration was so real and strong that it would end up summoning the pain and discomfort back. It happens to millions of people on daily basis. Folks gravitate to their habitual frequency.. rather quickly
There is a sense of comfort in the known and familiar....no matter how yucky it may feel. It is all your mind is attuned to. Unknown is frightening. It is challenging. It makes one vulnerable- conditioned mind does not like that. It rather let you suffer, than be vulnerable and open to the unknown
This can serve as a great opportunity to see the sophistry ofvyour own mind. If you use this window of opportunity to suss out what is beyond the dictatorship of your conditioned mind, this can be trully life changing
Welcome here ryback.
You are not insane that's just the normal grip of conditioned mind on almost everybody ( not everybody, but 98% of humanity, anyway) on this planet.
The physical condition that one experiences on daily basis is not entirely of the body, it has tremendous amount of psychological, mental energy pooled into it.
You just saw with your own experience, that freedom, well being, prosperity, joy, liberation are equally available to all, it's just that most are ill suited to contain it. We have a deep and abiding relationship with bondage,suffering, pain, dysfunctionality be it, mental, emotional, physical.
That's also typical case of lottery winners, a huge %age of lottery winners end up on dole after quickly squandering away their millions. It's not about money, not about the amoun, but it's all about their personal vibration.Our relationship with ourselves is less committed than it is with pain...bizzare but true.
You feeling ill at ease with painlessness....that vibration was so real and strong that it would end up summoning the pain and discomfort back. It happens to millions of people on daily basis. Folks gravitate to their habitual frequency.. rather quickly
There is a sense of comfort in the known and familiar....no matter how yucky it may feel. It is all your mind is attuned to. Unknown is frightening. It is challenging. It makes one vulnerable- conditioned mind does not like that. It rather let you suffer, than be vulnerable and open to the unknown
This can serve as a great opportunity to see the sophistry ofvyour own mind. If you use this window of opportunity to suss out what is beyond the dictatorship of your conditioned mind, this can be trully life changing
Yeah thanks, I'm pretty sure My MRI scans and my brain didn't collude together...
Oh and I have in the last month deteriorated, An emergency MRI has revealed my back has further crumbled into Oblivion pinching nerves etc etc.
I am looking towards MS as my first cousin has it and more and more I have weird symptoms.
But thankyou for your reply.
We do condition ourselves to circumstances. Having been in pain for so long and then not being in pain in a sense makes you out of you depth in handling the situation. When you are in pain you know your boundaries and can adjust to them.
When the pain suddenly went you lost your boundaries so you panicked.
The pain probably went because one of your vertebrae moved and released the pressure on a nerve. It is a pity that it didn't stay that way. but it shows that it can be done.
If the medical profession cannot solve your problem consider alternate remedies.
"Quantum touch" is just one of the alternatives that regards back problems as something that they can help with so do not just throw in the towel and regard health as something that is out of reach.
Regards